A simpleton could see that you're no good for me.

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 05:13:04 GMT

This is the first entry in this journal that I've made in the longest time and on top of that it isn't friends only, but anyway...

I doubt anyone even checks to see if anything's written in this anymore and if that's true, oh well. I don't have too much to say anyway.

I'm happy. Truth be told, Clint's the cause of my happiness.

I appreciate you all looking out for me and trying to take my mind off of things, but down talking me to try to make me realize the things that have always been in the back of my head didn't do much to make me want to leave yesterday. In fact, it just made me feel worse.

...

Leslie, we both have boyfriends and we both have our share of problems when it comes to them and a lot of those problems are similar. We both have let the friendship we had sort of fade away and mostly because of our boyfriends and the distance issue. Notice how I said "our" boyfriends. Simply because when I needed you the most, you weren't around and now it seems that it's under different circumstances, but I'm not around. I'm sorry that it made you mad the other day when I wouldn't hang out, but I know you understand even if the others didn't. I love you and I'll try better to put aside time for me and you. I love you.

Kei, I don't know what to say. I appreciate you being there for me to talk to when things aren't going so well and I appreciate you wanting to rescue me from the bullshit the other day. I'm sorry for not seeing you the other day and contrary to what you really think.. I wanted to see you. You might find that hard to believe since I didn't just drop Clint for a day. I wish I could explain to you just what's running through my head when it comes to me and Clinton and I'll try if you want me to. I wuv you.

Stephanie, I don't know much of anything about your life right now, but you atleast appear happy. Maybe I should check my priorities and hang out with someone other than my boyfriend and best friend and maybe Clinton and I wouldn't argue so much and maybe Clinton and I would enjoy the time we have together more. All of that's been in the back of my head for some time now, but it's all a matter of being comfortable where you are in a given moment. I'll rant later. I don't have much of anything else to say right now, though. <3 Yuv Yuv Yuv.

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 19:29:35 GMT

All I have to say is last night was... pure heaven.

& I sound like an incarnate of a fat black soul singer.
Yes, my voice is deep.
Although it hurts, it sounds sexy to me.

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 20:54:45 GMT

*girl gets sliced to pieces*
Friend: What are you going to do about it, Charlie Frown?
Friend 2: Yeah, Charlie. You're nothing but a big block head!
*group laughs and sings "charlie is a big block head!"*
Charlie: I am not a big block head. I just have an over-developed cranium!
Friend: Charlie is a big block head!

THAT WASN'T A FOOTBALL, THAT WAS DOGSHIT.

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 21:07:53 GMT

Stand by your man. Give two arms to cling to and something warm to come to when nights are cold and lonely. Stand by your man and show the world you love him. Keep giving all the love you can. STAND BY YOUR MAN.

SIX hours of sleep.
Five episodes of MAD TV.
Zyrtec D & Pherex.
Half-day of school.
Hugs & kisses from my one and only.
Being missed.
"Are you okay?"'s

It's good when the simple things make your day.

Sorry is the fool who trades his soul for a corvette; thinks he'll get the girl.

A simpleton could see that you're no good for me.